Saturday, August 29, 2009
It started with the perfect kiss then,
but we really should have felt the poison set in.
baby as you cried and held me today, agony ripped me apart. you know that the first hands i held, were yours. and holding them today, it felt all too familiar again. the way my hands always fits so comfortably in your big hands - they have always felt warm, and mine tiny. baby as i looked at you today i saw right through. as i witnessed your precious tears rolling down when you were telling me you arent happy now, i died inside. as you told me she doesnt understand you like i do, baby i really was screaming inside. in just one year with you, ive experienced so much, felt cried heard and said. but baby please be strong, and be happy again. you tell me you were wrong, you're sorry, but please dont be. i thank you for the memories and all the love you gave to me. because back then, i was really protected, pampered, and powerful. you opened up the world to me, and let me see things from your world. baby the place in me you've so cleverly stolen will never die, because i'll always, always, love you.
It's a beautiful disguise.